他知道自己在西方火了

中所年时，他境况了丧子之痛，他的二儿子埃迪在18岁时因脑膜炎身故。这对德勒造成了极大的重创，他把这种痛苦融进了剧作中所，词曲出了《悲痛注解》。

His second son Eddie died at the age of 18 from meningococcal septicaemia. This formed the inspiration for his 2004 work, Sad Book.

在注解中所，德勒如实记录下来了忧郁来犯时，自己最真实的当下。

“最让我悲痛的，是记得我儿子埃迪的那一刻。他已经死了。我好挚爱他，好挚爱他，但是他还是离我而去了。”

“有时候，悲痛来势汹汹，漫天盖地。到处都是，包围着我。”

“我很忧郁，但是我佯装快乐。因为我怕大家不迷恋忧郁的我。”

2004年，法国协不会获颁《悲痛注解》“最佳儿童作品集奖”。

病菌新冠，将濒死趣味写下成注解

2020年3同年，他因病菌新冠病毒入院，在不久后转入病患监护室，三次病危。在转出病患监护室后，又牵牛了很久时间重新学习走路。

In March 2020, Rosen contracted COVID-19 and nearly died on three separate occasions. He spent two months in a medically induced coma and several more in recovery, learning to walk again.

丹尼尔·德勒病中所近照

5同年份的时候，德勒入院了，他把这次濒死的趣味写下了本注解《多种多样的挚爱》（Many Different Kinds of Love: A Story of Life, Death and the NHS）。

注解中所记录下来了他病重时的感觉到：卧床不起，呼吸急促，“感觉自己没有足够的空气”。在住院治疗病房的可怜与悲哀：“医院的半夜漫长而忧郁”。

Despite spending nearly seven weeks in intensive care and having to learn to walk again after contracting COVID-19, Michael Rosen has written a new book in the weeks since he left hospital, describing his return to creativity as akin to being wrapped in “a very friendly blanket”.

病菌新冠后，德勒在病患监护室待了将近七周，只得重新学习走路。但在入院数周之后，他写下了一本同年出版。他嘲讽自己建构力回归的过程，就像被“十分舒服的毯子包裹”一样。

德勒的视力、听力和体力与基本上相比有所损伤，脚趾变得麻木。不过他还己任黑色幽默，取笑说道：“人脚趾麻掉也能活再继续（You can live with numb toes.）。”

生活总有一个中轴

为什么写下童注解？文学评论是什么？在AntKast专访中所，德勒说道文学评论可以让自己转至一间令人不快的头脑客厅：

Writing is just such a great, lovely place for me to be in. I sometimes think of writing as like you go into a room, and it's a room full of possibility that you can make things and create things.

文学评论对我来说道是一件不快的坏事。有时我把它比作碰见一间客厅，；还有面充满了建构的各种先前。

...So when you go into the writhing room of your head, you're creating these objects and people and relationships and investigating them. In a way, it's a bit like a detective does real objects.

当你碰见头脑中所的文学评论房时，你在建构这些物品和人物，以及他们的父子关系，并调查他们。从某种角度来说道，文学评论类似于一个杀手的新传现场。

丹尼尔境况过幸福的苦难，却依然选择用孩童般纯净的聚焦热挚爱生活。

如果用一句话叙述一下幸福，你不会用哪句话？德勒看看说道：生活总有中轴（There's always a corner.）。

We've got this English expression, "I've turned a corner." and that means that you've got passed something and you're onto the next bit. The thing is, there is always a next bit. You get round that corner and you go, "Yeah, I've turned the corner." But when you get round that corner, there's another corner ahead.

英文中所有句话称作“我转过了一个弯”，意思是你境况了悲惨，转至了下一阶段。问题是，总不会有下一个“下一阶段”。你相助后不会纪念日“我熬过来了”。但当你过了那个中轴，上方又有一个中轴。

So my phrase is: There's always a corner. There's always a challenge, a thing to try and do. If you work away at it, you get round it. That's great.

所以我的概述是：生活总有一个中轴，总有挑战，总有一些需要想法的坏事。如果你务实遏制，你就能拐过中轴。这就较好。

来源不明：我国日报